11 December 2009

Today is the day I would sit for the Nursing From Islamic
& Moral Perspective but on 3 in the evening . Morning
woke up as usual ( as long I'm alive ) and doing the same
thing . My roomate ( Lai ) already went to the College
to work as a Assisstant for O.S.C.E . While yesterday
I got a bad news , that I will become to leader and incharge
of the attendance and make sure everybody sign it .
But during the lecturer , is really interesting then I pay
fully attention and forgot that evening still got paper .
What I know is , some people may go oversea for vacation
but as the Professor said , if we wish to invest something ,
we need to pay fully time and heart to it . Evening exam
coming , everybody seems relax but my heart pump
very fast , feel like the heart gonna come out from my
body . After finished the exam , I rush to room and pack
my thing for Secondary School Class Gathering . I fully
expectation that everybody got their own course to
pursue . I really miss them all , but useless . Most of
them same subject and same college . I full absent
treatment because I don't no what they talking .
Maybe this is what we said different range different
topic . I feel very thankful for my 2 best friend that
keep on entertain me . I love you , guys and girls .

Feeling

Quite a long time didn't post blog here .
I nervous right now , everything I also haven't
prepare . Madam Siti Zabidah revision on Class
just now . Hope most of the question will be
follow the exercise that given by her . Quite stress
because of Moral Presentation will be start ,
I'm the first group . I chosen by all the Indian &
Chinese girl to become Moral Class monitor .
I hate to get a post inside class , that will make
me cannot concentrate inside class . But this class
monitor maybe can prove I'm not a weak person .
That's a amazing chance for me to act as a Leader .
I photostat 28 set of Moral Notes . That's wasted my
time just now , my revision time is getting shorten .
My final decision is study by tomorrow ^.^ . That's
why all people call me " Piggy " . During Orientation
Week , I had fainted , 5 senior sent me to the
Emergency . I just can remembered their mouth keep
on talked , but I didn't heard anything . Luckily they
sent me inside by 4 minute , if after 4 minute , maybe
I'm comma right now . I really thanks with all the senior
that so caring . I realise that , not everybody racist . All
of them cooperate to send me to the Emergency . If the
moment recorded , maybe that's can be a good video
during " Malaysia Independent Day " . We're all Malaysian
, the different between us maybe just religion & culture .
By the way , next time I will post more about the
Orientation Week's . That's totally a memory inside my
mind . Take Care all my friend's .

Sport's Day

Yesterday was a fucking day . All the guy's
waited at the entrance of the University
of Malaya , but all the malay's went first .
They didn't informed us where should
we meet just said 7 in the morning must
met in front of the entrance . My roomate
( Lai ) and I were waited for 24 minute ,
then I send short message to them , why
did they so late , but the answer from them
were they already reached . Damn freaking
me out . Feel angry , when we walked inside ,
we saw senior and Qamarul , then we followed
them went to the field for our sport's day .
When I reached there , I felt very excited ,
because I'm just the only guy's who joined
the " Marilah Kita Makan " activities . I
got champion for the sports event because
of my partner ( Azari ) who helped me to eat .
I felt dizzy after the tournament maybe
because cannot ate with hand , just using mouth
and the watermelon kept on spun . All the guy's
were joined the tug-of-war but the senior expelled
me because scared I fainted during Orientation
Week's . I got sore throat , but I still to make get
extra effort . After that , I went to the ICT Fair
inside University Of Malaya . I had bought
RM 88.30 , all the girl's said I'm shopoholic .
Ate many thing , because I needed to stimulate
the appetite . I got sun burnt , that's so pained .
Is wonderful day's , Red Team was the Champion
for whole rounded . I was very enjoyed with
the activity that held and felt very tired .

Sorry~

Sen and Peng , sorry because I ended the
form 6 earlier as u two thought . I should
be ended by tommorow 24 June 2009 .
I felt panic all over the day in the school ,
I scared unwilling to part if I still a there .
Shien also , I feel guilty because today cannot
be with u during the account , I had broke my
promise . Maybe some people simply make
promise when they start a relationship . That's
quite hurt , I think that everyone become
sufferer before . Peng and Sen , did u still
remember the reason I become Nurse that I
told u before . There's just a promise between
a person I had it before . I think I must comply
with this promise . The person had helped me
during SPM , and encourage me all the time .
The person gonna finish Master , but because
of me , take holiday and took a flight from
Melbourne to KL . I deeply moved .
Sen , u could sms me if u want , I'm always ur
audience , Peng also , care Sen . Don't always
bully somebody else ( ^.^ ) ( That's my hobbies
also ) Adios and end ~~~

7 & 8 June 2009

7 & 8 June 2009
Morning I had my Kuew Teow as my breakfast .
I started with my msn and facebook . Afterwards ,
I had my lunch Pork and two vegetables . Continue
with PPS TV until 5:30 in the evening . Ah Du ( NS
friend ) invited me to Jusco with him to look for
shoe because he just moved to KL to study Tourism
and Hotel Management at the Reliance College . CEO
( another NS friend ) was joined us . I went to Alpha
Villa at the Wangsa Maju Area to fetch him , then CEO
called us to wait him at the Wangsa Maju LRT Station .
About 6:15 in the evening , he came from Petaling Jaya
with the fastest speed . He said that he wants to buy the
TVB New Movie , that's Rosy Business . The fake
item's with the Original prices . OMG =.= We went to
the No Eye Look Spectacles Shop to make a pair spectacles
for our National Service Gang ( Totally rich =.= )
CEO friend join us about 7 in the evening . And we
went to the Jusco , and we had our dinner together .
That's a cute baby at the MCD ~~~ Du and me
too boring , then we played with the baby . CEO also
join us disturb the baby and the baby laugh at us .
That's totally freaking us ( ^.^ ) About 7:30 , Pui Jin
called me and asked when I returned to the school
camp , what game we gonna played at the midnight .
I bring Du left MCD and viewed the price list for
slippers . About 8:45 I left Jusco and headed to
school . When I reached there , there were many
of KRS school leavers attend that day . That's
a miracle , long time didn't saw them . While
watched the drama that performed by the
junior . I felt Wei Xiang very pitiful to help the
impresarios translated from Chinese to Malay .
After the drama , camp fire was began . They
used diesel to let it burnt easily =.= so smelly .
Start a conversation with David , Wei Yit ,
Kuan Chin , Wei Xiang , and Wai Yee until
1:15 in the midnight . I send Wai Yee backed
to her house , then I returned to house with the
fastest speed . While I wanted to sleep , Richard
called me for accompany him during the night
game . I let the mosquito bit , so painful .
Wei Yit and her brother left during 5:30 in the
morning while the night game still launched .
After the night game finished , Kuan Chin rest
inside his car . I backed to house for prepared
and going to Times Square during 10 in the
morning . 8 am , I went to school with my form4
sister because mom went to Cheras to buy
something . I reached there , all the junior were
slept except Amanda and Wei Khen . Other's
AJK + AJKT slept inside the classroom . I went
inside the classroom and their camp inside class
has been shaken by me . When they saw this
ex-senior called them , they cannot scolded me
( ^.^ ) . I thought Kuan Chin already returned
to his house , but he still slept inside his car .
I called Chek Wei fetched me , but he still at
Ukay Perdana . Kuan Chin wanna sent me went
to the Genting Klang bus stop , but I had called
Chek Wei . After u-turn , the Kuan Chin drive skill's
terrible when he wanted to leave school , the front
of his car gonna to strike by us . After all prepared ,
went to bus stop caused Chek Wei don't no the ways
to Times Square . Sok Cheng waited us at the bus
stop . Wei Yit overslept because of 5:30am returned
to house rested . She sets many alarms but not used
( ^.^ ) totally piggy . She asked us went there first ,
she will join us later . We had Rapid KL to Titiwangsa
and changed monorail to Imbi . When we reached
there , I know that those guy's was not KL people ,
and just returned from National Service . We bought
the ticket first , then went to Old Town had our
breakfast . About 2:45pm started the movie , and
that's maked me headache because of the sounded .
After watched movie , we went to Sungei Wang ,
I had bought many thing , but all paid by Chek Wei .
Whole journey + entertainment + foods , he paid
for me ( ^.^ ) when we wanna returned , we went
to Secret Receipe bought two piece flavour cake for
Sok Cheng because was her birthday . I helped Sok
Cheng took her bag , my friend thought she's my
partner and lead along by hand during walked
at the Sungei Wang . Wei Yit also bought many thing
because that's sales all around Sungei Wang and Times
Square . We went to Sasa , that's also discount there .
We had found seat in the monorail during we returned .
At the bus , no place so four of us stood and gonna vomit .
Maybe because of eat too much , caused all paid by
Chek Wei . That's totally amazing day ^.^
( Shopping without my own $$ )

Wonderful Day's

Early in the morning , I feel very excited while waited
for swum during the afternoon ~~~ I had my " Pao "
as my breakfast . I opened computer when I woken ,
then continued with MSN and facebook for my restaurant
city . About 12:15pm , my sister back from TARC then
invited me go One Utama , but I had reject because
wanna swum at the afternoon . About 1:20pm , Chek
Wei reached my house , fetched me , and heading to
Wei Yit house . Is too many memories began on my mind ,
when I'm form 5 , we always go swum together , but after
graduate , we're all totally busy , some studied , some worked
and some had some small business . Our teenager life already
over , started with a new life , that's called Adult lifestyle .
Their promises are not worth a damn . Maybe I'm still
stayed at the past . I still could not let it go ~~~ I'm really
happy that Wei Yit and Pui Jin began conversation as last
time . Don't think too much for other's , just do ur best for
ur SPM . Cares too much , will let u distract . Don't followed
my step's . That's the reason made me regret by now .
I paid too much attention to KRS and relations with people .
Just followed ur feeling , what u want and who really u are .
Thanks for Chek Wei , Wei Yit , Pui Jin and David that thaught
me swum . It's totally amazing , u guy's . Just three day for
let me knew how to swim , but too many style that u all thaught
me , that's confused me . Better knew basic then was OK ! ^.^
David , u r the guy's who helped me get A1 for my math and
history . Maybe because of thaught u before SPM , my Melayu ,
History , Science and Math get A1 - B4 . And u helped me from
G9 to C5 for my Chinese Subject . Thank you !!!

Had to leave Chong Hwa Soon ~~~

Today , is totally a good day ~~~ quarrel with my mom
when I go Chong Hwa High School fetch my stupid sister .
When I go out , the auto gate remote can't function , then
I call my mom closed the gate . But when she come out ,
but remote can be controlled . I drive to school with 80km/h
as normally when heading to school every morning . About 3
minute for reach Chong Hwa . When I reached school , I didn't
saw my sister at the school gate . I park my motor outside the
school area , walk in and searching for her . I see many Chinese
Orchestra member were waiting for their parent . I go to
" Pusat Kegiatan Murid " but didn't saw her . I drive to the back
door and straightly drive to Chinese Orchestra Room , but all
people had leaved . I went to " Wa Yuan " look for her , but
also didn't saw her . I had my Yam Ice-Cream , that's totally
delicious . I drove back to home . When my mom saw me , then
she scolded me because I didn't fetch my sis and said what I
do always didn't finish . I'm totally hurt , my phone no credit
then I scold her back . When I see my mom cooked at kitchen ,
I take helmet and went to school again . After I fetched her ,
she try to talk with me , but I totally naughty and act as angry .
When I reached home , what I did still open laptop , and
start my conversation with P.S ( my form 6 class monitor )
I likes to disturb people . After that , Chek Wei invite me go
for swimming during this friday . Wei Yit online , then
we start our conversation together and planning for next
Monday . That's totally touched and feel like back to the past
before SPM , we always stick together , msn , and sharing
any incident that happens today . That's funny .
Around 4 in the afternoon , I had received a phone call .
That's Monica , Nurse Manager from Columbia Asia .
She ask me did I wanna further my study for Diploma in
Nursing , then she also asked about my health after injection
of Hepatitis B for second doze . Feel caring , like my mom ^.^
At the night , I still didn't talked with my mom , but when my
dad called her , then I told her that Monica already called .
The we start our next conversation . We're both same ,
because we care about reputation and didn't talk for a moment .
Hope that I always had a wonderful time and happy ~~~ .

I had it before ~~~

First time use English as my blog [ If any mistake , sorry ]~~~
I feel sorry with my friend ！I said that I didn't have a sweet
memories for my form 5 life ~~~ I had forgotten that the
sweet memory that u all give me ~~~ I'm really a guy's that
don't no how to appreciate it ~~~ Sorry to my friend again ~~~
When SPM near , u all supported me when I'm gonna give up
on it ~~~ Although just two weeks hardworking , I had done
my best for it .I drop my tears when I get my result ,
I just wished that I had all credit , although one D7 for
basic economic , but I had try my best for it ~~~
and receive 2 A1 , that's totally touched at the
moment I get the result ~~~ Sua Chek Wei , u r the one
who support me always and is the one who tell me that
I'm ur best friend . After school , u always go out have tea
with me until 7 in the evening , but when u invite me ,
but I always stood u up ~~~
Besides that , u had thought me many thing that I never
had before . We're same years but u study " Peralihan " ,
I hope that u do ur best for ur spm , I hope we still can
become schoolmate at the University .
Chang Wei Yit , although u r emotional girls , but that's the one
who totally stand beside me , always sharing with me , that's what
a friend should do . I really know what I get during my form 5 life .
Although the classmate is talking non-sense about me , but I still
need to thanks them , and let me know many friends .
Jacqueline , u r my buddy . That totally amazing with u ,
when u move to Cheras , I feel sad , because u leave at the same
time as Miss Tew ~~~ Is freaking me off ~~~ Although Cheras
is not far for me , but just transportation problems .
Peng and Sen , just study together for 2 weeks .
I thought when u two know about what's the personal status
for me , u two will scared me , but luckily , u two are really best
friend for me by now . When I had problem on studies , u two
helping me for understanding and supporting me . I hope that
the gossip will dissappear forever .
I had really wanna said sorry to u all , guy's .

到底该不该相信

我一向来都以星座来衡量一个人 ，可是最近，
我觉得好像改变了。虽然去年的衡量都在手掌中，
可是今天的朋友却觉得有点怪怪，我到底该不该相信？
我担心放太多感情下去，会好像中四留下的痕迹。
难道要活在自欺欺人的世界吗？
我真的担心我再也受不了感情的创伤，
我从认识过，喜欢过，拥有过，快乐过，但到最后，
我却失去了一切，天秤真的跟处女，天蝎，摩蝎不合吗？
生肖羊的处女座，我真的可以认定入我的黑名单，
超级自私，可以为了交友而拿朋友的私人交换（等于出卖朋友）
感情放得再多，别人骂你白痴；太少，却是冷血动物；
到底人生要怎样才算完整？
应该相信现在拥有的吗？还是继续使用星座来衡量？

离开的那天

有时候我在想，跟班上的人太好，会不会造成我的心离不开学校？
过于开心的时候，却想到自己迟早会离开，
会不会让他人的心变得空虚？也许我的影响一点都没有，
但是我却对学校开始依恋，
希望可以不要像去年一样。
每个人的中五也就是中学生留下最美丽的句点，
但我却完全不是。虽然曾经已失去了灵魂还只剩下躯体，
但去当兵的同时， 我真的领悟到很多东西，
中华国民型中学却让我领悟了社会的现实，
踏入社会也是让人伤到的巴仙真的希望是零，
我也不想再受伤了。
班上的一伙成立后，我也只在乎他们，
班上其他的人我几乎都把他们当空气，
我虽然离开了那一队只因为是太多纠纷，我担心留下来，
第一个崩溃的人就是我!不止如此，
我心底的天秤也许要公平对待任何一个人，我也做到
开始一个人的生活。
虽然我真的很怕寂寞，但是为了避免再次受伤，还是选择孤僻
过了我中五的生活。 别人都说我我的性格像风可以随时改变，
我的爱情生活也是如此，今天接受了，
第二天可以选择分手。原因真的是对别人而言很简单,
但却利用了我的睡眠时间换取的。 顾虑的太远,
只会让自己害怕失去，最终选择了结束！我跟别人说要自私一点，
但是我自己却做不到，说到离开，我真的希望我可以潇洒的离开。

我真的好矛盾吗？

难道世界不是极端的吗？
规矩都只不过是人类定的~~~
毒品的开始也只不过是药剂的发达~~~
每个东西不是都是阴和阳吗？
治疗和药物也会有副作用~~~
虽然好多问题，但却找不到人解答，
找书，上网找资料及读书，我也只是想理解这些~~~
虽然别人都说我属于辅导型，但是我却很多自己解不开的问题。
有时候会想矛盾不是人们的天性吗？谁可以证实自己没有矛盾过？
我们上课的时候，老师教导的难道都是对的？
买了好多心理学及历史书，还是理解不到很多东西的根源地，
问题到底出在哪儿，我还是找不到~~~

刚开始写博客的那个心情

我终于知道写Blog的好~~~
以前都在想为何人们愿意花时间在写blog~~~
今天教师节，其实是我第一次参与学校的庆典。
有少少的感动，比自己毕业的同时更感触，
虽然什么东西都没有，但是还是有疲惫的感觉~~~