I Learn To Let It Go ~~~

The day I went to “the person(TP)” house . My motor had a bad
sign ,seemed like wanna blocked me went to TP house and my
mobile phone don't followed my instruction by hanged . These is
TP house . I was waited there for 2 hours by sat outside the
Emergency Stair Case .During waited the message by TP , I was
rushed for my Nursing Report in Central Sterile Supply Unit
( CSSU ) . On 1730 , I received TP replied that the message ,
TP won't be backed so early and asked me don't waited for
TP . I saw TP message that TP was at Mid Valley with TP buddy ,
but I thanks because TP informed me that TP not at house ,
if not , I would waited until night .I returned with a sad
feeling's .I hoped I won't be became idiot anymore !!!






>>>>>>> TP House

>>>>>>> The First Place We Swam

















>>>>>>>The place I came out from the Parking Area













>>>>>>> Walked out from the Memories

Already 34th day Miss " The Person "

Emotional when missed " The Person " .
Today , I was assigned inside Central
Sterile Supply Unit ( CSSU ) . I knew
that why Tutor not allowed us using
GAMGEE to clean the Perineum or Penile .
They were really handmade to comfirm the
sterility of GAMGEE ( a big cotton ball )
took a long period to process . Although
sterile set didn't took a lot of time ,
but the process took that . Any mistake ,
need to redo all the set . Enjoyed went
around the Hospital Area . I played with
the wagon . But what I mad today was ,
All the CSSU staff taught me as MALAY .
But they really cared about me , until
my colleagues jealous . Tutor , staff
nurse and attendant all took cared of
my . I should appreciate because I learn
a lot from them .

The Result Given by Today

Yesterday , I'm also hard to fall asleep .
The thing keep on appear on my mind , I'm
really worried everything . Maybe I'm not
mature enough , but I tried to be it .I'm
happy because many people cares about me .
Thanks to all the friend by send message
to me . Don't worried about my life , I
won't be suicide . The result of your
health condition really make me worried .
Could you stand for that ? Hope you
always healthy , although can't become
Lover , but still can remain friendship .
Just give me sometimes to suit myself .

Sorry Senior

Thanks Senior Teh Wei Keat . That day I
really can't stand for it again . That's why
my tears keep on dropped . Thanks again
console me , and took your time during ur
clinical training . I endure it for many day's
but after I release my mood really turns
better . I'm not professional enough
because I can't control my own emotional
during worked . I would learnt to become
cold-blooded as a professional . Cold
-blooded also is the way the protect
ourselves , like the animal against the
temperature = fight with the natural
phenomena . xD . Thanks to Senior Tan
Xin Yi because shared what u had passed
by before , the experience that u shared
with me awoken . We ate Ice-Cream
( Taiwan Famous = Xi Mi Lu ) and Ban
Mian ( that are made from Flour ) .
We had bought many thing also ( ^.^ )
but because of going " Night Market "
I had lost RM 100++ because of ate +
shopped . But RM 100++ to change
happiness is worthed .

Sadness Moment Had Gone

Yesterday , I was flu that's why I wore a surgical
facemask . I felt quite enjoy with the Clinical
Attachment because Diploma in Nursing chosen
by me was I wish I had no time for love , and the
love will be spread the the person that needed .
But MY PRINCIPLE had BROKEN by myself .
Senior keep on entertain me , thanks for KAK
LILA and KAK BALQIS . BOTH of you taught
me alot of the BASIC NURSING SKILL .
I walked from University of Malaya Medical
Centre to reach University Station ( PUTRA )
It takes about half hour , I felt my bone gonna
spoiled . The who journey for about 45 minute
in the train , because of the song I heard , I felt
my heart was more painful than my leg .
Reach house , my mom cooked sugar cane and
bought me a coconut . I miss what my mom
cooked because that's what I could felt my mom
still cares about me [ non-sense (=.=) ] .
Went out with my gang , I don't no that many
shops were changed , just about 1 years didn't
reached there . They send me back to house .
Thanks Leona , Hello Kitty and David . U all
said my face seems pale and lethargy .

心情好混~~~

我的想法真的好乱,想哭却忘了哭的感觉。
我好想大哭一场，真希望朋友可以一巴掌
给我这个白痴。一个人在房间，感觉好可
悲我这么为他难过，他却跟别人一起。我
真的开始喘不过气来了。心情向包菜花一
样，一层一层的被撕下来。今天吃了蛋糕
( Secret Receipe ) 感觉不到甜味，吃饭也
感觉不到满足感，不是没有胃口，而是苦
的感觉真的存在我心里。