Feel SAD

Today Morning . As usual , I bathe on 0630 &
continue with my FACEBOOK ( Country Story
, Fishville ) . I went to class on 0730 . When I
reached there , I found that the Principle of
the college wanna see me for interview part .
( I had missed the session ) Went into the class
, find a place and sit on it . Our class assembly
start . The projector showed the photo during
Orientation and with a sweet song . I can't even
saw one of my photo during Orientation .
Maybe I'm inside Emergency there , can't join
any activities that organized by senior .
When I saw the SYMBOL of University of
Malaya , I suddenly felt depress . I thinked I
would collapsed during this 3 years course .
My leg start on cramps , and felt hard to
breath . Don't when my life would end .
Maybe for other's , they don't appreciate
what they got ? Could I become a Nurse that
sit on a wheel chair for treat my patient ?
I'm really worried about my health status .
Hope everything would be fine .

Resit Day's

EARLY in the morning , I had woke up on
5:30 in the morning . First time the exam
I felt relaxed until like playing a quiz test .
After had my bath with the cold water ,
I felt freshed + refreshed . My nose swollen
again and again (=.=) Feel dyspnea during
night . As usual had my Green Tea on the
morning . DOUBLE REFRESHED my mind .
( POKKA GREEN TEA ) . I got a good sign ,
the sky got a " LINE " like a graph that said
we would IMPROVED . THAT'S what I told
my friend that depressed . He replied said
that it might be decreased . OPTIMISTIC
mind is the most important in our life .
MY resit paper finish on 15 minute because
of stomachache that troubled me .
DURING the class just feel relax until
sleepy . I keep my eyes opened .
FINISH class then wrote blog at here .
1430 will continue class and back to house .
(^.^) I really MISS house (T.T)

Insomnia

Now is 6 January . My mood still unstable and
feel stressful ... Now is nearly 2 in he morning .
I got insomnia since I know my result . My
mood no ever good during New Year Count
Down . I wish can cry out and have a stable
emotion . I feel my heart and my mind blank
right now . Morning still have the class .
I wish to give up , but I couldn't .
I still cannot accept my result .
I scare I would collapse if I not enough sleep .
I really can't control my mind set .