Feel SAD

Today Morning . As usual , I bathe on 0630 &
continue with my FACEBOOK ( Country Story
, Fishville ) . I went to class on 0730 . When I
reached there , I found that the Principle of
the college wanna see me for interview part .
( I had missed the session ) Went into the class
, find a place and sit on it . Our class assembly
start . The projector showed the photo during
Orientation and with a sweet song . I can't even
saw one of my photo during Orientation .
Maybe I'm inside Emergency there , can't join
any activities that organized by senior .
When I saw the SYMBOL of University of
Malaya , I suddenly felt depress . I thinked I
would collapsed during this 3 years course .
My leg start on cramps , and felt hard to
breath . Don't when my life would end .
Maybe for other's , they don't appreciate
what they got ? Could I become a Nurse that
sit on a wheel chair for treat my patient ?
I'm really worried about my health status .
Hope everything would be fine .