Sad day ...

Weekend gonna finish , felt abit happy because could meet my dear . I'm sad because my auntie maid wanna return to Surabaya . Felt sympathy to my cousin because the maid came before she birth and she like to stick with her . Later 1300 will go to KLIA airport to send her . The maid same age as me , but I know every single thing happened is setting up by god that what we usually call it's as fate . Yesterday I was complicated maybe of think too much , maybe that's because I'm pessimistic . Sometimes felt single is better , but I really wished to have a partner . But when I had a partner , I will very worried till I drop my tears and could not focus on my class by looked at the phone . Felt I'm really the idiot that didn't love before . Maybe as my Malay friend told me before , we could not aspect somebody to change , but we could change because of them .Felt wanna let everything go because make me stress out .