Unpredictable Ending ... T^T

Once again , I little heart spoil again . Is that Troponin I release when a person broke up ? I'm just early 20 , I got problem with my heart could not play badminton because it would lead to heart attack ? I really wish to have a wonderful love story and world , that's what I could leave for the world and some of my buddy still could had the memory with me . I had dropped my phone again by yesterday because rushed to home then got a date on 1300H , but my DEAR forgot that , when I called DEAR , DEAR sounds tired then I would just informed my phone dropped . Waited at the food court till 1400H , thought DEAR would came and rememberred the date . When I sent those broke up message , I reflects back all the memories with you , holded your hand when on the bus . Sometimes you turns very angry and mad because need to rushed back to hostel because of my HOSTEL LAW and REGULATION and scared me late . I really enjoyed the DAY traffic jam and I could HOLD YOUR HAND although just for a few minutes more . I like to call you PIGGY just because I'm the PIGGY . I like every morning when I received your morning greeting " Good morning , my dear / babe . " Not your mistake , just I'm the one who didn't appreciate and entrust on you . Maybe that's my sin then the god took you away from me . When I saw the couple at the Mid Valley , they would holded their hand and walked through the SHOPPING CENTRE . I still rememberred what you had said , we would see TWILIGHT together , that's why I haven't watched until now . For you , LOVE should be flexible and don't live at the past ; but for me , past is the everything and the promised you had been said .